Sunday 10 December 2017

..Dec 9th, Aunt Flo Came...

This may seems alil crazy but I didn't expected to see Aunt Flo until the date i'm scheduled to take the Provera Pills to induce her!
But surprise!! She came!!

And I was super super happy she did!
I recalled going to the bath room few moments before I'm heading to bed with Mountain Bear.

And BOOOMMM!!! There she is, leaving a stain on my panties as I peed.

I had the biggest smile in the bathroom!!! So glad to finally see her after 54 days from my last one!

So, let's recall what I did different this month.

I was told that after the HyFoSy procedure was done, it somehow did reset my body cycle and indeed I was worried and wondering why wasn't I having my menses in November?

I was hoping that it will help regulate my cycle to monthly.
But it seems that it's like almost every 2 months now?

So as usually I had  my Metformin 500mg dose x 3 day, ensure that my sugar level is well controlled, I did the Castor Oil Fertility Pack almost for 2 weeks before Aunt Flo came.

Basically after a shower, I will smear few drops of pure cold press Castor Oil directly onto my lower abdomen  before heading off to bed. And too my Metformin 500 x 1 at night before heading to dream land as well..
I would say that my weight now is playing around 76kg - 79kg after meal.. I know right?? Like crazy!! And I didn't have any obvious symptoms before getting my period this round.

And today is the 2nd day, my flow was pretty medium. I do see streaks of black tinted and fresh blood all at the same time flowing out! And also accompanied by cramps which is bearable.

Yes!! I am obviously counting down to the BIG day to start my clomid and conceiving!!

And I do have my Provera ready just in case she decided not to arrive as schedule next month!

So basically that's all I wanna discuss here in this post.
Soon I will be going for a fertility massage which was recommended by my in  laws.
So yeah! So excited, and I can't wait to carry Mountain Bear's child.. =)

Alright ladies! Have a great Sunday & I'm working tomorrow morning shift!! Weeee!!!

Friday 1 December 2017

When People Keep Saying...

.....Belum rezeki nak dapat anak.......

Mountain Bear shared with me a video regarding a couple who hasn't yet being blessed with a child in their life, but somehow we, as a human, forget that everything that was given to us is a blessing!

Of course, as a women myself, I felt what the lady was feeling.. Yet she is still blessed!

Be it with or without a child..
Our life is still a blessing..
We are blessed with things that we already had!
I've always knew, from the first time when I met Mountain Bear, it was already a blessing..
Getting engaged to him, was a blessing..
Gotten the chance to be his wife, was the greatest blessing ever!
Having him by my side and being the khalifah in my life,
indeed a great blessing that Allah could ever give to me!

Never expected that I would end up marrying the man whom I knew for 10 years and everyday was a blessing seeing each other!

It's a blessing we were given the chance to see life as we wake up from a deep sleep..

It's a blessing that our body are able to function daily as it was suppose to be for duites..

It's a blessing that our senses that Allah gave to us was still functioning till these days...

It's a blessing to be given families that we constantly love and never stop praying for one another..

But indeed it was a blessing to be born as a muslim...

On a personal level, I've seen alot of blessing in my life which I may have forgotten like...

It was a blessing that I was given this trial as it makes us understand each other better..

It was a blessing when I was in pain, going through procedures to ensure that I'm all clear from any fallopian tubal blockage.

It was a blessing to know that I was negative for MMR Immunity and required to have a shot before able to start conceiving.

A blessing seeing the man who love so much, loves you back dearly...

Allah is still the best planner for everything!
Nothing in this world would go as it please without Allah's command..
And I honestly felt that if you appreciate the blessings that we had daily in our lives, we will be content. No one can hurt us anyway possible.
Knowing that Allah is with us...
La Tahzan dear self....
It's human to cry... it's human to feel hurt upon such remarks..
but always remember, will you take that remark as your weakness or take it as a motivation to be even more blessed by Him..?

Wipe your tears, knowing that feeling, seeing others carrying a miracle in their womb, seeing others carrying their child in their arms, seeing the happiness they've given to their spouse with this blessing... we envy, we felt hopeless & belittled..
Impossible we don't encounter such emotions.. Of course we decide to hide it from our spouse and portray that strong face and phrase "I'm alright!"

Allah will never give a challenge or a burden to his creation if he knew they could not.
And I believe that this blessing is something soo precious for those who waited patiently..

I have no doubt, that our precious miracle will come soon.. And my heart badly yearns to have them in my arms, reciting the most beautiful verses from the holy quran to them and educating them with the teaching of the prophet..
Lately, I felt that... I know that ALLAH will finally answered our prayers..
To have a child...
I asked him, "if i was never meant to be a mother in this life.. remove this feeling from me and don't torture me more for it by yearning.. it hurts.."

He still instilled this yearning to me more frequent lately.. And if indeed we will be blessed with a child..
ALLAHU AKBAR.... ALLAHU AKBAR... ALLAHU AKBAR....!!
(I felt so emotional that I cried as I'm typing HIS name....)

I know I will give all I could and even having a game with death to ensure my child will be born healthy and safe..
I want to give my beloved husband a generation.. 
To give him the honour of calling Ibn *his name*
Thank you Mountain Bear for continuing loving your wife..
Forgive me if I even hurt you or being harsh in emotional situations..
You knew me better and I am indeed blessed to have your child in my womb in the future..
And I am sure we will love our miracle child so much like a precious gift from heaven..

Allah tak akan gerakkan sesuatu pun kalau itu dikehendakNya..
Baik untuk hambaNya atau pun ciptaanNya..
Ada sebab why I am going through all these procedure and phases.
And I never regret going through it even though how scared I am of the outcome.
Yet I still decide to get it through and have a peace of mind after the outcome is revealed.

We planned, it's because Allah wants us too..
If not, we will not have it thought.
He gave his blessings, because كُنْ فَيَكُونُ
"Kun Faya Kun"..
(Be, and it is)

Insha Allah.... Insha Allah... Insha Allah.... 

Dari Ibnu Umar Radhiyallahu Anhu, Rasulullah SAW bersabda,
 " Wanita yang sedang hamil dan menyusui sampai habis masa menyusuinya, seperti pejuang di garis depan fi sabiilillah. Dan jika ia meninggal di antara waktu tersebut, maka sesungguhnya baginya pahala mati syahid"
(Riwayat Thabrani).
Doa Nabi  Zakaria Memohon Diberi Anak yang Sholeh

 رَبِّ هَبْ لِي مِنْ لَدُنْكَ ذُرِّيَّةً طَيِّبَةً إِنَّكَ سَمِيعُ الدُّعَاءِ
 Rabbana hablana min azwajina wa zurriyatina qurrata a’yunin, waj’alna lil muttaqiina imaama.

Artinya: Ya Tuhan kami, anugerahkanlah kepada kami istri-istri kami dan keturunan kami sebagai penyenang hati (kami), dan jadikanlah kami imam bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa. (Al-Furqan: 74).

 Doa Nabi Ibrahim a.s. ketika belum punya anak:
 رَبِّ هَبْ لِي مِنَ الصَّالِحِينَ

Rabbi hablii min ash-shalihiin. 
Artinya: Ya Tuhanku, anugerahkanlah kepadaku (seorang anak) yang termasuk orang-orang yang saleh. (As-Shaffat: 100)


Feeling Motherly Instinct & Mountain Bear's Craving?!

Hey Ladies!

Happy weekend! Hope you ladies are doing well!
So here I am, sitting in my work space, feeling tired & sleepy and aching on my lower abdomen. Did some stretchings and crunches to "induce" my period as well as taking in Pineapple Mixed Carrot Juice since 2 days ago..
Felt damn sleepy laaa~~~....!!!
I have no idea why but I keep assuming that I'm tired and have taken less meal or the effect of the Metformin that I have been on for 500mg x 3 times a day.
Also, I'm just unsure or who knows that I could be pregnant or something but that seem to be less of the case as we are currently practicing safe intercourse due to the MMR live vaccine injection which I had back on 20th October 2017.

But I will still continue to monitor.. Itchy nipple.. Oh god yes! It's like dry and flaky at times.. Applied vasaline, does help but for a short period of time. why? I asked myself again..
No soreness, no cramps or increased sticky discharges... Hmmm... maybe my period is skipping for November 2017... 

I've read in other post by other TTC ladies that they could start to conceived after a month of the MMR injection where else in my country, it stated for 3 months.
So far after much research, I found out that there is no documented incidents of fetal abnormalities on the period where the mum is taking MMR Jab before she knew she was pregnant. BUT there are documented cases of abnormalities on fetus whose mum was negative for MMR immunity.. Ahh... now that's different case.

So now the issue now, am I convinced that I'm safe to conceived now or not? Well it's more than 1 month after the initial MMR Injection. 42 days exactly! Hahaha!!
Waiting.....Waiting......Waiting.....
Ohh boy... I am so excited and happy! Somehow I felt so much loved upon seeing videos of babies and newly parents.. I've always wanted a girl.. Same goes for Mountain Bear..
Back in 2007 when we were dating, i did mentioned that I want to have a baby girl as our first child. Where she will help me cook, paint, serve others humbly and well mannered.. And being a daddy's girl in which I know Mountain Bear will definitely love her his whole heart and life.. Constantly feeling 'motherly' lately.. Having that positive feelings that soon, we will have a great start! I just feel so blessed! Insyallah! Don't give up!
We have been feeling extra so much in love with each other lately.. More than usual actually.. And actually what I found strange is Mountain Bear's appetite on certain food!
For the past 10 years, I knew that he was never a fan of Durians at all..
But lately......
.....it was like his favourite!!
3 days straight!! Eating Durian and also craved for it.. 
And only wanting to eat the good grade kind of Durian.. 
Like Musang King, XO etcs...
Once I refuse to allow him to buy Durian..
Pretty upset looking.. Then the next day I bought for him 2 packet of Musang King and hid it.. Waiting for him to got home and told him we will be eating noodle for today.. As usual he will say, "GO ahh!!" with a slight different sense that I could track from him.. Then suddenly I took out the durian packaging..
THAT SMILE HE HAD ON HIS FACE....
ALLAHUAKBAR!!
I know He was sooo happy to see it!!
"Awwww......THANK YOU BABY!!!!"
As he caress the packaging... LOL!!!! 
And I felt so happy to satisfied his craved for it
And the way he eats it...
Like making love to it!!
Hahahaha!!
And I somehow couldn't stand the smell seeping into our living and dining room..
I humbly request him to have it eaten in the kitchen..
*which he gladly did quietly*
Saving some for later and next day.. LOL!!
Totally not him..
And also, his LOVE for chicken..
specifically for this case: CHICKEN CHOP...!!
FOR 3 DAYS!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
I have no idea why!! But I'm like...
"AM I PREGNANT?!!!"
POAS (pee-on-a-stick) but it was negative!
Too early?!
Seriously, I felt it's weird...
I never ever seen this side of him...
#mindblown

Still not convinced that I could be pregnant!
Hahaha!! Or could it be a sign that it could be soon?
Ahh so excited!!
LOL!!
As for myself, I've lost 2kg but I craved for certain food!
Like Epok-epok.. Ayam Gepuk..
*cooked this multiple times and still craved for it*
And EPOK EPOK POTATO & MINCED BEEF!!

Sighs!!
*craving now*
Why? the sudden?!!
And knowing that around our home area, there is a stall that sells meals from 11pm onward till 1.30pm!! Freshly cooked dishes!! Temptations!!!
So yeah! Also we love to roll around the house.. LOL!!
Especially on the thick soft carpet in our living room!
Turn here and there.. Caressing it.. so softt!!!!
It's so comfy that I could literally sleep as my body touches it!
HAHAHA!! It was a productive week I had with Mountain bear last week end!
We upgraded our home floorings and also bought more items to finalized the home look! Moving furnitures here and there, so happy with each other's company!
Awaiting the chance to go out to find a sturdy bookshelves to store our heavy books & also a fake plant to add greenery tone to our cozy home..
*coz I have no time to care for a real one & eventually it will die on me*

So IKEA soon!! *excited mode*

IT'S  ALREADY DECEMBER PEOPLE!!!!!
I can't believe we are reaching the end of the YEAR!!
It was super fast and I honestly felt it pass by like a rocket!
What have we done? Any accomplishments?
So many things going on in my head!!
HAHAHA!!
Well, I will end my post right here..
And will post another update soon!

Happy Weekend!!





Wednesday 22 November 2017

Next Chapter: HyFoSy Results & Blood Test..

Hey guys!
So yes, it has been a few weeks I have not made a point to actually post an update, because I wasn't feeling too well and had myself sent over to A&E Department to get my GE treated. I was on 4 days Medical Leave. Gosh!! What's happening to me? LOL!! Been pretty tired. Need to calm down......and RELAX......
Alhamdulilah! Doing so much better few days!

So let's start!!

It's the 22nd November today and I've yet to get my menses. I think I was pretty stressed out these few weeks after the HyFoSy was done. With works and stuffs..Been feeling low lately.. I am so sure its the hormones and PMS combining.. Menses is around the corner.. *sneaking*
So today was my appointment with my RE at her office. Today I was seen by another Dr who was part of the medical team. Used to be Dr Neha, so today it's Dr Shu.

And it was amazing! I mean, the whole process took less than 45 minutes to my surprise!
Came in at 9am as my appointment was scheduled at 9.30am. Had a light breakfast and head over to the clinic again..

Sat down and about 5 minutes later I was called in. Was enjoying my cookie run game.. Lol!!
So i was greet by this Dr who looks pretty firm but to my surprise she was great! So here is the conversation:
Dr: Hi Ms ********, have a seat!

Me: Hi Dr Shu! Thank you!

Dr: Alright, so how are you feeling these days?

Me: Pretty good! Alil stressed out but bearable.

Dr: I see, sure! Take it easy alright. So, had your menses for this month dear?

Me: Urmm Nope.. I had the HyFoSy done on the 26th October 2017, I was due to have it by 16th-18th November. Still no show. Anyway, it's irregular... She will come.. hehe..

Dr: *smiled* no worries on that. Alright! So here are your scan results.. So far everything is normal! Your tubes are patent waith drastic flow. No blockage was seen during the scan in real time. And amazingly, you have 16 antral follicles on your right ovaries & 3 on your left. making a total of 19 antral follicles! Which is excellent! As normal levels are between 15-25 for your age range.
Me: *felt so much relieved* Alhamdulilah! That's an amazing news, i suppose?

Dr: yes it is, so now I need your OGTT results.

Me: *passed to her*

Dr: Oh ok.. your HBA1C is in the optimal almost ideal range now! Previously it was 8.2mmol/L (unacceptable) then it was 7.2mmol/L (suboptimal) and now, after 1 month difference it's 6.6mmol/L! That's great!

Me: Yeah! Did some modifications in my diet. *smile*

Dr: Yes dear that's good, continue doing that.. *reading my results* ok now.. as for your OGTT results, it's stated here that between 8-11 is considered as Diabetes Mellitus or diabetic.. here your results stated that you are at 13 .....Which is....
Me: *Heartache* sighs.. yes I know.. I have a family history on that....

Dr: ....Now... Not to worry, having diabetes is common but not all of them manage to control it, but you did! Your HBA1C is great! You can lead normally, same goes for other diseases like Hypertension, Gout & Depressions.. All can be controlled and you can lead your life normally. OGTT is just a test to diagnose if the person is diabetic or not. Once the results is obtain, proper treatment can be made and ensuring that the condition doesn't falls into any potential complications if the person was not diagnosed beforehand. So you should be glad to know that you had it before you are pregnant dear. Taking necessary precaution and ensuring your health is at its best peak for a healthy pregnancy. *smiling*

Me: Yes I know that.. *smiled*

Dr: Now don't let that news take a toll on you real hard, you are still healthy! Plus, even your cholesterol level are down trending which is amazing! Keep it up!

*you guys have no idea how surprise I had both of that chronic disease*

Me: Thank you Dr!

Dr: Sure, ok now let's start with the next step. I am going to start you on CLOMID for 1 cycle.
Me: *Shocked* really?! (I really didn't expect to hear that at all from this consultation session)

Dr: Yes! Your Antral Follicles Counts (AFC) are looking great! Your HBA1C level is good! We can start you on this but do take note that the chances for you to get twins or triplets are high. Also, you can only start conceiving in February 2018 as you are currently in the MMR Jab timeline period to avoid.

Me: *felt happy deep inside me* Yes yes! Sure! Noted on that!

Dr: Alright? Now, let's make use of these period to boost your body with Folic Acid.. I will supply for you 4 months of this and you need to take them daily if possible alright?

Me: *Nodded* sure!

Dr: And... *took out an advice on CLOMID drug intake* here, you need to follow this steps..


So on this chart are the steps you need to follow during your clomid session. This is your first time to have it, so do take note on the side effects that you may have! Like hot flushes, nausea, giddiness and such. if it's so severe, do take it after food. But if the side effect prolong and signs of allergies occurs, do stop the medication and drop by to our O&G 24hrs department alright?

Me: *Nodded*

So we will have you on the "CLOMID 1" chart. 2nd day of your menses, you NEED & MUST take it and shouldn't stop for 1 day. Then on CD8, you need to have intercourse with your spouse alright. See those "HEART" shape? Yes, you need to overtime alright. *giggling*
Me: *laughed* alright noted on that! *biting session with mountain bear will commence soon!*

Dr: Yeah? Alright then, on the CD 21, you need to drop by to take your blood test. Progesterone Blood Test. To see if it increases. This is to see if you have ovulated aright?

Me: *read through the advice form* alright noted on that.

Dr: So the pharmacist will pass you the medications and also explain to you on the details alright? And I need you to get your clinic Dr to check on you for you diabetes alright? If possible every 3-6 months to have your HBA1C done. Be it with or without any metformin aright?

Me: Yes sure I will update on the next visit here.

Dr: Ok, you have a seat outside, do you need any MC for today dear?

Me: No Thanks, I Good! *Got up and collect my documents* Excuse myself to the toilet..
So smiling, I was trying to cool down and not get to excited as there's a crowd out here.
So made the payment. For consultation today, it was $30.40. And the medication for Folic Acid 4 months & 5 tabs of Clomid 50mg is $1.80. Amazing isn't it?!
So the pharmacist handed me this details on the Clomid Drugs.I didn't had the chance to read it yet but decide to share this to you ladies who might be interested to know!
 
So after the appointment, I decide to head over to my mom's place and hang out with them before heading to work for the afternoon! It was a great great great day for me! Knowing that my dream of becoming a mom is 1 step closer and possible! I believe that everything happens for a reason for all of HIS creations.

So as I'm typing now in my workplace, had my Co-enzyme 10 supplement, metformin 500mg & folic acid taken. i'm feeling alright!

Next appointment will be on January 2018 for my cyst ultrasounds. And the appointment with my RE again is on 28th March 2018. So exciting!!

So till then! See you guys on the next post!

Monday 30 October 2017

..Procedure Day - HyFoSy..

Hey Guys!!

So.... It's been 1 day ago I had the HyFoSy done! It was a smooth journey but pretty less comfy I shall say! Let's start!

So my appointment was arranged at 9am, but I was told to reach at 8.15am for some pre-procedure baseline documentation. Sadly I arrived at 8.45am.. The road jam was massive! I was out on the road since 7.25am, usually takes me about 30 minutes to arrive..
But the staff are nice! They helped me and ensure that I didn't miss the procedure and it's on time! So they wanted me to change into the gown and i was attended by RN Diane and Sonographer (SG) Ann who will be assisting in the procedure. So they asked me few question pertaining to my conditions like last menses date, any medical condition, any surgeries done, miscarriage, abortion etcs... which is all none..
So then she told me to have a seat, while waiting for the doctor to arrive. I was attended by Dr Shabana Rasheed, an amazing Dr I would say! She explained to me with diagram along clearly on what she will be doing with my cervix and womb. Ensure that it will be a smooth and straight forward procedure..

So about 5 minutes later, i was escorted by RN Diane into the procedure room where she told me to empty my bladder and to remove my lower garment and lay down.

I almost have the thought of backing out because I was pretty scared. Mountain Bear wasn't around as I told him that the procedure would take about 2 hours plus I required to be monitored after the procedure, so asked him to take the afternoon off from work instead for the whole day.

So I lay down and SG Ann started doing some baseline ultrasound on my lower abdomen. SN Diane was preping the sterile tray of instruments and tubes for the procedure. So once she has done that, she called Dr Shabana and in less than 5 minutes she came in and off we start!

So here goes the conversation:

Dr: Alright darling can we have your name and NRIC number please?

Me: ******* ******** 1234567F

Dr: Alright dear we shall start the procedure.

So they drape me like a birthday present.. lol! RN Diane was on my left while SG Ann was assisting in the lighting and also controlling the ultrasound machines.

Me: Alright sure.. *resting with my butt lifted to be placed with a hard pillow*

Dr: Alright so now I will insert the speculum just like doing a pap smear..

Me: Uhuh *breath in slowly as RN Diane comfort me by rubbing my knee.

Dr: Ok now we will be just cleaning your labia area and the cervix as well..

Me: Sure.

Dr: Ok now i will be inserting the catheter with the sodium chloride to flush into your uterus. Do let me now if it's painful for you.
*instructing Diane to push in the fluid while she start inserting & using the trans vaginal ultrasound device.*

Me: Ooooo *Sudden cramp felt.. Initially it felt bearable* It's alright I can bear it..

So she took few pictures and move the device left right up and down in my vagina. I swear I imagine as if my vagina will stretch so much that you could fit a football in it by the way she had it move around.. LOL!!

Dr: *after 5 minutes* alright we are done, now I will remove this and insert another catheter that will contain the foam solution and also a balloon for anchoring purposes which i will inflate once it's sits at the entrance of your cervix opening.
Me: Alright sure doctor..

RN Diane: You doing alright dear?

Me: Yeap2 I'm good..

So the Dr insert the catheter and OMG!! The feeling was intense. I almost wanted to stop the procedure due to the discomfort. How does it feel?

It's like you are having a bad menses cramp and you had a bad diarrhea waiting to explode into the toilet bowl with some twisting and pinching sensation.

Dr: You alright dear? I will try to reduce the balloon size alright. But if the catheter slips out, we might need to reinsert it again ya?

Me: Yes Dr, pretty uncomfortable right now but much better once you've reduce the size of the balloon. you may proceed Dr. *smiling*

Dr: Alright now I will insert the device to scan through alright.

Me: *Nodding as i start breathing in and out slowly..*

I could feeling my whole body starts to turn cold and I could feel the sweats developing on my forehead as if i was sweating on a hot day! It was pretty painful for me but I manage to recite some verses, closed my eyes and breath slowly as the Dr starts communicating with the SN Ann..
Dr: Ok take this picture.. *Turn scan device on various angle* alright this one.. Take this one too..

I think she took over 35 pictures of my left and right ovary, the Fallopian tube, the uterus..
So after 30 minutes..

SN Diane: Sorry dear, are you in the Medical Line?

Me: *Shocked* Ummm Yes dear.. How do you know??

SN Diane: Ouhh I accidentally saw your pass hooked onto your bag. Hahaha!

Me: Ouhh hahaha alright!

Dr: Ouh! So are you a Registered Nurse?

Yes.. As she asked me where I've work and how is everything, bla bla  bla.. hehehe

So after another 15 minutes, we are done..

Dr: Alright my dear, we are done. Ann, please do another baseline as I'm not happy with the grainy pictures. Get your partner to fix the machine and redo the images alright..

Me: Alright.. Thank you so much!

So SN Diane help to clean up and pull out the catheter and the sterile drapes off while i decide to lie down still for SG Ann to continue with her baseline images.

As I see Dr Shabana moved to the desk, I heard her say, "please make sure you get the image clear yes? And indicate there "TUBAL PATENT".
When I heard that, subhanallah! I was extremely happy to hear that! Knowing that I do not need any other operation or maybe another painful procedure, I was indeed happy I went through this procedure!

So after SG Ann finish up the final image, she helped me up and I sat down, feeling a gush of blood stained fluids flow out from my vagina.

Me: Is this normal??

SN Diane & SG Ann: Yes ma'am, it's normal, you will see some staining for a few days. It's because Dr was moving the device a little vigorous because there were alot of air in your intestines and it's a little hard to view the tubes..

Me, feeling better upon hearing that, slowly stood up and wipe the gels and such off and wear the pad and was escorted to the nearby toilet to change and check on the discharges.

Once I've change back to my normal attire, i was told to be seated for monitoring..
I swear I feel that my tummy is aching badly and it's suppose to be normal as the uterus is cramping back to it's shape.

They took my blood pressure and it was 112/75. Its consider as normal and I wasn't feeling any giddiness of dizziness at that moment.

So I rest, while listening to other patients being questions upon a certain procedure that they are going through as I closed my eyes.. trying to ignore the cramping that I was currently having..

After 30 minutes later, the department sister in charge walked up to me and asked me to check if there are any heavy bloody discharges and escort me to the toilet. I got up and proceed. Minimal bloody stain discharges I told her. She noted and took my next blood pressure reading.. it was 134/85.

Are you in pain dear?
Because I wanted to go home and knowing that I can bear the pain, I told her that it's bearable currently. She then jot it down and advice me that to call us if it continues to bleed heavily for the next 48 hours. I nodded and was given a Medical Certification for the day.

I realized that it's pretty hard to walk fast as it's still cramping pretty intensely.. So took my time and walk over to the counter for payment.

The procedure was $602+.. With the government subsidy and the use of my medisave, I was left to pay $263.30 in cash. Pass over my card and sat down like an obedient child. hahaha!

Overall the team has been great!! All are polite and attentive, friendly and knowledgeable.. So I walk out from the clinic and move to the free shuttle area. I just wanna go home and rest!!

Tried listening to some of my favorite tune and wishing that I could somehow move to the groove while waiting for the shuttle bus to arrive.. My tummy felt bloated and seems like I'm pregnant! lol!
And of course, I was given a seat in that queue. lol!! Actually I really needed that seat.. I was feeling super achy and crampy if i continue to stand up or even walk more..
The bus arrive and I got up, felt more discharges coming out, sat down and off we go. Message mountain bear that I've completed the procedure and although I was in pain, I was hungry! Pretty hungry.. lol!! So told Mountain Bear to meet at this Food Court and let's have a quick lunch!

So after 1 hour has passed, I felt much better.. Not much of the pain.. Just mostly soreness around my lower abdomen and I finally manage to pee and poop! I was worried that my uterus was messed up and pretty much blocked my urinary tract. LOL!

So we manage to get some great meal and head home after.. I was so happy to be home! Showered and got changed. Had some hot compress applied on my belly and rest..
**Update
It has been 4 days and I still have some bloody discharges.. Almost like menses stains but lesser.. some brown stains and that was it. And i read online that it was normal.. As long that I'm not down with any fever or increasingly heavy discharges. So again, I was reminded that I should try to avoid conceiving these 3 months to ensure that my future child is not affected by the live MMR vaccine.

So now, I will be awaiting for my next consultation appointment with my Reproductive Doctor. Definitely I will update my progression.

So for those who are going or thinking of doing HyFoSy, I would recommend it as it helps to rule out the main issue on sub-fertility which is "Any Fallopian Tube Blockage?" and plus this is much more safer compared to HSG as the contrast dye might cause some allergy reaction. So yes! It may be uncomfortable for some people including myself, but I'm glad I did and spent that money for this procedure. Did i regret paying $600+?? No, actually it made me feel better that I know I'm all cleared from any blockage and I can continue my conceiving session soon! And for those who knew that they are having blockage tube, you should be happy too as you finally find the cause of why you are having issue to conceive. The Dr will recommend procedures to follow up to enhance the chances of having a child. So don't give up so soon! Miracle even need time to be created! And definitely GOD is GREAT!

POST DELIVERY COMPLICATION - 13TH JUNE 2021 (SUNDAY) & 14TH JUNE 2021 (MONDAY)

  Finally I am back in the ward after a 5 minutes from the delivery suites. I was told that I need to pee in the next 3 hours before I can b...