Friday 18 August 2017

Let's Begin! Part I

Alrightyyy!

So i decide to share with you, ladies our current stats.. Our medical condition prior to treatment in fertility! Hehehe..!

To give you the insight on what happened and what am I doing to get it treated bla bla bla...

LET'S BEGIN!!!

1. PCOS Diagnosed....
During an abdomen CT Scan back in 2012.. I was complaining of abdominal pain. Was intially diagnosed with Gut Dysfunction but CT Scan showed more.. Had a ob/gyn appointment started from there onwards.

2. My PERIODS are....
Pretty Irregular actually.. I could still recalled the first menses I had. 16th March 2001 when i was 12? Pretty much I thought i was already a women then.. LOL! Then it started to come in between the range of 2- 8 months gap! I honestly wasn't bothered by it.. Thinking it was great to have lesser menses period compared to others.. lesser pads to buy and lesser blood loss.. LOL!! But now, it's no fun.. I felt such a blessing seeing blood coming out down there!! It's like FINALLY GUURRRL... YOU CAME OUT!

3. Any Medications given....
I was given Folic Acids - 6 months supply. Honestly, being a nurse myself, i couldn't find myself taking it daily. So much for advising & emphasizing my patients "Oh Sir, you must take your meds daily, so that the medication can regulate your blood levels better.. bla bla bla.." and yet, ME? Basically just "Bochap" [can't be bothered] you know? "Cannot macam ini kawan, must take daily tau!" say my inner self which rarely communicate with me as a form of motivation.

But now, after thinking of how badly I wanna have kids with my Mountain Bear, I'm taking it like breathing in oxygen like that.. LOL!! Once a day as prescribed.
Also I was given Medroxyprogesterone (Provera) to induced my menses if she went missing for more than 120 days or 3 months. I recalled taking 1 cycle for it. She came, looking pretty bloody down there..urgh..cramps...the hormone dramas...PMS... I still have stocks of them in my purse [the pills, duh].. Just in case she decide to go missing again..
4. Supplements Tried...
Why yes I have! Primrose Evening Oil, which i took diligently until it went out of stocks.. Never continued... but recently bought another one...for display... LOL!
Myo-inositol by Fairhaven Health...4 tablets daily! So much to swallow! I heard good news from people whose taking it.. Especially made for those with PCOS.. [as claimed] I must say I feel good taking it.. But when it was finished and the shipping was delay for me to continue, I pretty much lost the motivation to carry on taking it.. sighs.. I do still have another bottle left after the ship decide to still come around later on next month.. LOL! Will continue taking them, I think..
Metformin 500mg....Now... I know this is not a supplement and I wasn't legally prescribed by my gynae to take this, but I've expressed this to my medical doctor whom I worked with, which surprisingly mentioned that patients with PCOS overseas are given Metformin 500mg x 3 daily to help with their insulin resistance. And successful rate of them conceiving are pretty good after taking 1-3 months of it because they ovulated when taking them!.. And yes, I took them too.. And boy the side effects are pretty messy in the bathrooms.. Diarrhea especially! Not only helping to regulate our sugar level due to our clear cut insulin resistance, helps some to lose weight. But dieting is the most important part!
Vitamin B Complex & Vitamin E...these are great! Especially if YOU [us too!] who rarely eat healthy meals.. Recommend for those who are trying to conceived as it's packed with anti-oxidant elements.. I'm taking the Women's Multi-vitamins which consist of these too!
5. Body Stats...
Well I'm standing at 5 2" (160cm) weigh 182 lbs (83kg) initially.. but now I'm 169 lbs (77kg) and still trying to cut down my love for junk food and delicious Singaporean oily meals.. LOL!! You just can't help it! We Asians are madly in love with food! Turn left food stall, turn right food stall.. Go toilet look at the wall, someone slots Canadian Pizza brochures at the tissue roll.. How liddat?
As for Mountain Bear.. His already perfect to me.. LOL!! But he still wanna work out and leading a healthier life.. Shed few more pounds I suppose. Standing at 5 6" 240 lbs [i'm so a midget] He looks amazing to me! Really love cuddling his arm and that warmth... Mountain Bear criteria! LOL!
Well, I need to remember, weight and diet plays a huge part in conceiving and also the growth of our child..
#babypotato
So I need to allow Mountain Bear to shed few pound for our future children & also, I wanna have him around longer! We shed.....shed.....shed.... all the weights! Then we eat again! LOL!!

6. Medical Conditions.....
So far, there is no known chronic dieases that we had or was diagnosed with, although our families do have such medical history.. e.g Hypertension, Diabetes, Cardiac Issues, Strokes bla bla.. But we realised that both of us do have a slightly elevated Cholesterol level [For the love of FOOD!!!] few years back during our check-ups & FATTY LIVER! [foie gras anyone?]. But no medications (Statins family) were prescribed. I assume that the Dr knew we were still young and diet modification is the best way. We are trying to! And seems we are doing better!  

Mountain Bear had bad pneumonia early this year [mistaken for TB; as the bacteria was located at the upper lobe] and recovered after aggressive abx treatment & ACJ Operations done with metal implanted. Pretty much alot of painkillers were administered during and post surgery back then.. Morphines, Tramadol, Arcoxia etcs.. That was like 2 years ago.. Suppose the liver & kidneys has clear them all out!
Also, I applauded & was so proud that he gave up smoking!! The best gift ever to me! [i wish i could give him the best gift too soon..a child...sigh..*postive thinking*] Pretty much after few months of cigarette free, he rarely has any coughing, phlegms, chest pain & he totally looked way younger and smell better! [cigarette scent stains on self]

Myself, hmmm.... apart from Irregular menses, I had an episode of Pneumonia back in 2010 during my school days. Recovered well with no issues! Ohh! And achilles tendinitis back in my A&E day.. With partial tear of calf muscle. Sprint here and there! LOL! And i'm allergic to the Penicillin family.. Basically that's all! 

Our Blood Type...
I'm an universal donor O+
Mountain Bear is the amazing B+

Part 2 will be posted soon!
Tomorrow is the Weekend!
Not working! WeeeEEEE~~~~!!

Thursday 17 August 2017

Why Blogging Again....


I could recall the last time I had my blog was when i was in my teen days...
The ones before I knew my Mountain Bear...
Maybe because it's the ERA where teens x girls likes to do... BLOG!

And after knowing Mountain Bear, I have him to hear me out... He's like my Blog where i pour out almost everything.. hehehe.. He's simply amazing.. Love him to bits!

But then why start again?

Well, let's put it this way....

The real reason I wanna blog again is to basically express out what I'm feeling about...

As in being a human... being a women more actually...

In which I'm comfortable expressing what I feel anonymously and hopefully other ladies out there who knows what I might be feeling or am going through, which you, ladies can share your thoughts and experiences on it.. feel free to do so! I would be glad to hear your experiences too!

I wanna share my struggles living with PCOS and trying to conceive as the day goes..
With the hormones and the irregular menses.. Pretty hard to pinpoint your ovulation dates...

Who doesn't want to have kids right?

I mean.....

GOD IS THE BEST PLANNER

And we got to trust that He knows whats the best for us...

PATIENCE

is indeed what we need to practice...

But at the same time, we need to motivate ourselves and keep trying!

So, I really wanna to keep track on what I've did or how things are going on as the treatment progress..

And hopefully it will turn out what we have planned!

Also, to include some points that may be benefits to others out there!

So ladies, keep ya chins up! I'm doing the same too!!

Somehow I'm feeling it's definitely going to be an amazing year ahead with additional members in our new family!

Wednesday 16 August 2017

A New Year To Start With....

.....Well.........

it's already way past HALF a year, and it's gone just like that..!! *snap my fingers*



Time flies like blowing dust off those untouched cabinets and just like how granny struggle to blow those darn candle lights...

.....So anyway....!!
WELCOME!!
I appreciate you guys bumping into my new-amateur-basic theme blog....
I know but I'm trying to get my blogging spirits and ideas to pour out again after so long of not doing it....
But hey!!~

Things are gonna get exciting and amazing as we progress!!
So let me introduce myself! *ourselves*
STORY LINE: 
So this is a journey of an Emergency Registered Nurse....
Most of the time I'm pretty sure i felt like this...
Who has recently changed her job to more of a fixed hours duties after being in A&E for 3 years I'll say...
*miss the chaos and best buddies*
Along with her dear man....
He's pretty amazing you know? Very relaxed and loving mountain bear I will say....
*excited once awhile like this*
Who specialized in machines and wiring and devices fixing and modifying stuff..
Finally happily married...!!
We known each other for almost 11 years...
Felt like we are still dating and enjoying our time together!

Going off travelling and enjoying each other companies..
And honestly, life is simply...
AMAZING!!

Can't Deny that! :D

Also, this post is about OUR wonderful fun filled journey!
And, journey to hopefully bring awareness to ladies like me....
Who has been diagnosis with PCOS..
Not "Please Come Over Soon"...
But Poly Cystic Ovaries Syndrome!
Which sucks... A lot!
But most ladies has it but was not clinically diagnosed..
[we diagnosed our symptoms via googling...LOL]

It's gonna be an amazing blog for those who has been diagnosed too!
As I will be sharing my progress on trying to step into parenthood!

And also!
Tons of daily nonsense that I will be babbling about when the hormone strikes or simply when i feel like it....!

So yeah!!
HAVE PATIENCE,
I will be back with another post soon!!


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