CD35 - AF is here!

Hi Ladies!!

So today is my 2nd day of menses.. Without any fertility aids to induce my menses, I manage to have her here!!

I know, I might sound happy and surprise for this post BUT I am really trying to get my menses to come by it's own without any aids if possible!

So, this round, the CD1 has been pretty heavy and red fresh blood stains.. Which is good i suppose! And also, i do see some clots which could have caused the cramps that I was groaning all day to Mountain Bear..

We have been planning that, we just wanted to go with the flow and let God plan it out if we were to try naturally.. But I've already schedule a follow up for IUI in January 2019.

I've explained to Mountain Bear that, "let's give IUI 2 - 3 chances.. I feel it would be less stressful for me & you." He was alil hesitant but I've assure him that it's less traumatic for me than IVF with all the hormone shots and all.. So he agreed.

January is a good start.. New Year and hopefully new family members coming in! It has been a great 4 years together with my Mountain Bear and I feel we pampered each other so much that now, it's time to pamper someone elses.. LOL!! And our plan was to hopefully get a child with God's Will..

So for this cycle, I am just gonna do as usual.. Continue with my Folic Acids + Irons, adding in L-Arginine for this menstrual cycle days & my AFC Collegen + Gluthathione Supplements..

So today, (17/11/18) I am down with bad flu and allergies.. I might need to start on Antibiotics for these bugs.. And as for this cycle, my boobs has been very tender for the past 2 weeks with erected nipples.. Which is very very sensitive and the cramps are waving in like tsunamis.. Ended up with a home rest, 2 days ago..

I tried not to get excited everytime my cycle reaches CD26 onwards.. I was hoping by CD28 I will see 2 lines on the test.. But I know it's impossible.. Somehow I feel that, hey... I 've covered all the fertile days and we really give it all out, ending up with negatives, it's just... hopeless.. That sense of, WHY ME? instead of WHY NOT ME!.. Urghhh... I'm sure you ladies knows how it felt to be kept waiting and waiting as our age catches up!

So, I really wanted to get this done by 2019! I really feel it's a great year & insyallah Allah will grant our wishes to start a family!!

Till then ladies!! TAKE CARE!